I used to be obsessed with getting that happy ending -- the white picket fence life, I suppose, you would call it. And I spent a very long time chasing someone who isn't going to give me that happy ending.

[Rachel smiles -- it's a little watery, because accepting that hurts, like nothing else, but it's the truth.]

It limited me -- it made me give up certain things that I refuse to give up. My passion, my career -- and while I may never get that happy ending, I will make it to Broadway.