[...He kinda hoped she wouldn't catch that since. He's Jesse and really he can do everything but delve into what happened to him with Rachel]

I did. I still do. I realized no matter how hurt I was hurting you back was the worse thing I could have done. I mean - you remember that day at Carmel? When I told you I want to introduce you to Jesse - just Jesse without Vocal Adrenaline? I still feel like you're the only one I could have ever done it with. And I ruined it - I'm at least aware of that, unlike Finn - " he clenched his fists for a second before adding, "if he doesn't see it yet, he will. Just like I do."