Rachel Berry ([personal profile] somethingspecial) wrote2011-10-17 07:45 pm

44 [Accidental Video]

[She's died. She's terrified of wandering Adstringendum alone and can't work up the nerve to go to her theatre after what happened there. She has yet to figure out what her death price is. Anna is gone from Adstringendum. And Rachel, who spends every waking moment of her time singing whenever things gets too much, isn't allowed to sing.

Luckily, she can dance. Which is exactly what she is doing, when the feed clicks on -- Rachel is at the dojo, in a corner of it, dressed in exercise clothing, sweating profusely as the music to one of the only working casettes she has working blasts out of the old boombox she has rigged into working. The choreography Rachel is using is directly from the original video and she is putting everything she has into replicating one of the most famous pieces of dancing in the history of music. After all, this is reportedly the best album of all time -- Rachel should do it justice.

But when she spins, she spins a little too quickly, and her feet catch together and, to her horror, Rachel falls squarely, yelping as she lands on her behind. She's still for a moment -- and the Van Halen solo kicks in -- and suddenly, Rachel darts to her feet and moves to a cloth dummy in the corner, and she begins punching it. As hard as she can, repeatedly, and she nearly knocks it over in her rush to pulverize the living hell out of the sparring dummy, perfectly in time to the bass of Michael Jackson's hit, before she punches it one last final time to send it to the floor with a dusty crash and a cough. But that isn't enough -- she kicks it hard enough to send it rolling into the wall, which shakes the PCD into shutting off.]
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[personal profile] expunger 2011-10-24 01:06 am (UTC)(link)
[Blink blink. What an odd concept, however inaccurate.

She doesn't bother correcting her.]


You do know how she ends in our world.
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[personal profile] expunger 2011-10-25 08:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[Raphael keeps quiet, because something tells her that mentioning her role in driving Anna insane wouldn't go over well. Even if Rachel is determined to be her friend, she doubts it would survive the revelation of torture.]

Good. [Finally, something occurs to her to say. She sits down, somehow still looking straight-backed and stiff even with crossed legs, and continues staring evenly at the girl.] To remember the unpleasant only poisons memory. [And engenders rebellion, but since Rachel isn't an angel newly learning about the absence of a long-adored God, Raphael keeps that part to herself.]
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[personal profile] expunger 2011-10-28 12:52 am (UTC)(link)
[At that, Raphael looks away quickly, the creeper-stare breaking for the first time in a motion rather unlike her normal deliberate movements.]

There are plenty who agree with you. [Does she? It's hard to say. Raphael needs to go back, to right what was done to her and win the war to raise her brothers. She's certain of that. She is, she reminds herself for the third time in a row, because that is what she wanted before, and her will is what matters. But she has little desire to return to a world with that creature calling itself her Father in it; Castiel-the-monstrosity genuinely scares her. Raphael knows she has to go back, and she looks forward as always (dispassionately, nothing at all like the desperate yearning that she doesn't (can't) feel, because that is the province of lesser beings) to the simple peace that Armageddon will bring- whether Paradise and the cessation of pressure, God returning home, or even the quiet of death by Lucifer - she wants it.

Still. She knows perfectly well that, as she is, she can never go home. Were she to return, somehow defeat Castiel, raise Michael and Lucifer, and accomplish every single one of her goals, she would still be a monster. She would still burn, the pain heightened by the all-enveloping presence of the Holy Host. Even seeing her brother again - the one from her time, grateful beyond measure to see her after his captivity - would make no difference.

But she can't tell Rachel that. Even explaining why she was incapable of healing was more than the archangel was willing to reveal. So she remains silent.]
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lkjsdhg sorry for this failure of a tag

[personal profile] expunger 2011-10-29 05:18 am (UTC)(link)
I would not.

It would almost certainly allow Lucifer access.
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[personal profile] expunger 2011-11-02 03:41 am (UTC)(link)
[Side-eye.]

He is trapped here.